"You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you as you are to them." Desmond Tutu







Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Dear Hannah

Dear Hannah,
Nine years ago today you came into this world. I loved all 7 lbs 11 oz and 19 in. of you the moment I laid eyes on you. I have to admit, though, that during my pregnancy with you I didn't think I wanted another baby. But from the very first I have loved you with everything I have.


I loved how quiet you were, how laid back and easy going. How undemanding you were. I loved that you had curly hair and big bright blue eyes. I knew that you were the last child I could have and because of that I cherished every moment with you even more. When I looked into your big blue eyes I felt to my soul what life was about. There was no job more important in this world than being a mom to you and your sisters.



I had so many dreams for you, so many plans. I wanted you to have the world. No, I wanted the universe to be yours. There were so many firsts still ahead for you that I wanted to be there to share. Your first day of school, first broken heart, first drivers license, first day in your own home, and your first child. Already there have been so many firsts and I am so happy to share them all with you. So blessed to watch you grow from a baby into a girl who is beginning to discover this world that is hers.


I look at you now and see so many more things to love. I love how excited you get about everything no matter how big or small it is. I love when we drive down the road and you start telling me your bible lesson from Sunday School. I love to hear it in your own words and know that you are understanding it. I love how you love all animals, especially ours. I love watching you go up to people you don't know and asking them if they want to play with you. With you there are no strangers, only friends you haven't met yet. I love how you will jump up without having to be asked to bring your sisters something they need. Most of all I love to hear you say I love you mom.


You are growing up so quickly into a beautiful girl and I am so thankful that God is allowing me to share this journey with you. I look forward to so many more years of watching you grow. I know that wherever you go in this life you will make the world around you a brighter, happier, better place to be. And I want you to know that no matter where you are I will always be right there beside you cheering you on and giving you enough love to carry you through.

I love you,
Mom

1 comment:

  1. Hannah: You are beautiful girl growing up way to fast. Reminds me way too much of how old I am getting. All the same, you will always hold a very special place in my heart my sweet Hannah..Love Aunt Tara

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